it is amazing how the body works!...on the 19th hour immediately after my 19th bdae, i got sick!...with a fever..and i am typing this now, while burning up in my room, with no fan nor wind...but i am glad that it's just a minor fever... oh yeah..when i just went on facebook....i saw lots of birthday wishes on my wall!...i just want to say THANKS!...to all the people who sent me bdae wishes...and of cos to my twin sis..who was born same day as me...6 hrs earlier than me...and no..we are not blood related at all!...haha...i better log off...going to bed early...

now is past midnight...so i can officially say that i am 19!..

19..i dun want to grow up..remaining forever young seems to be only a dream...

when i was before 18, i wanted to turn 18 quickly so that i can drink alcohol..

but now that i am turning 19 soon, i want to remain 18...turning 20 years old seems really old to me!...

but nevertheless..now is the period of time, when i am still a adult-teenage...

it means that i am neither an adult nor a teenager...this period of time, where excuses can be made...neither of responsibility nor wilfulness...

it may seem hard to rebel against both sides of your self..but for me..i am trying to co-operate with my adult mind and playful heart!...

GANBETTE!..

GOOD LUCK FOR EVERYBODY!..

oh and merry christmas and a happy new year!...

I know I know...i haven't been updating for a very very long time...apparently i have been really busy and sorta lazy to update!...haha...so sorry lar....anyway..my bdae is next mon..but i have already seen most of my presents..haha...it was so fun when going out with my old friends....i had a picture...but too lazy to scan and put it up on the blog...haha...well..look at jinwen's or corny to see if they have lor...haha...my dream of getting drunk in a club on my 19th bdae seems somewhat shattered.....on the 22nd, my bdae that is, is ah gong's death anniversary on the chinese calender...meaning that i would rather stay and do something for ah gong...you ever know the chinese saying meaning that you shldn't look at your past, instead look to your future?..well..for me, i rather relief my past....cos those were the best times i had...future?...well it depends on what you do now to change ur future...right?..when you were young, doing everything that seems to be done without any care and concern for the world....but, as you grow up, everything changes..you have responsibility, maturity and understanding...when we are all young, we were like angels!..but as we grow older, we have secrets, and some things that we can never tell...don't you all agree?...

For now, trying to maintain the purity of our hearts may seem as easy as obtaining the moon!...

cheers to growing older every year, while maintaining our PURE heart!...